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♥ Wednesday, June 18♥

woot~~ finally de day has come.. hahha.. our class bbq =D
mornin wake up and gb with boss haha.. yea .. level.. congrat to boss and me (: haas yt mus jiayou oh... fast fast lvl oso =D play until 12+ after tat do housework and out of the hse at 2.30 to marine terrace to pay fines -.- haas..
travel to eunos mrt to meet up with teek soon..guowei .. chenying and zhiyong.. haas... while waitin shun bian take de internet wire from pat.. thanks lots pat..hees.. ohya teek soon bought donut for us too hees.. xiexie ni (: bused back to ECP and bowl.. yeaaa.. haha.. lousy alley still prefer leisurepark wan more although its oily..LOLs..
went to fetch eileen and mingshan at bus stop and cabbed to ECP lols.. lazy to walk le =x reach dere and off we went to de bbq pit =D haas.. when we reach.. almost de gers tat reach tat kana throw inside water liao...ahhh lols.. heng ar we reach late abo oso kana wan nor.. sit at bbq pit and chit chat and while waitin for de fire to start.. zirah hab to be home so qayyum drive her to bedok interchange and shun bian fetch wenjun and kewy to be bbq..
reach dere.. eat.. chat and snap snap snap! hees (: around 9+ latte on ms lim hab to leave so once again i follow dem outside..haas.. cos dey are not reli familar with de surroundin so i am de street directory for de day =D hees .. got inside de car.. ms lim drive.. scary.. after tat for a distace ms lim is reli freak out so left for wenjun to drive .. haas.. more scary =x haas.. reach bedok interchange and ms lim got off the car and wenjun fren got up de car..haas =x off we go again to bbq pit (:
after tat we pei esther to wait for de mum to fetch her.. big big group includin ms tan...hahha.. hab ice cream at mac while waitin (: mcfurry and vanilla cone is de hot sales for tat day -.- HAHA and yups went to tell boss tat i am able to work on fri abo i only work on sun breakfast -.- arh?! lols.. went back bbq pit and not much ppl left le.. almost all leave liao .. den we sit down a while chit chat and den back home...hahaha.. send de rest to de bus stop first and wait for de bus tgt..lols..
i neve regret my action and what i hab done and i dun think i owe u a explaination for what i am doin.. before tat i hab told u i will be home at 2345 but u insist me to be home at 2330 .. so be it... i am immune to the physical pain i hab taken for it.. so i dun care but i did weep, i admit but it hab started since he left de home and every responsible is push to me.. hab u all ever think of de pressure i hab .. say me rebellious or what whatever .. i am jus myself and i hab always been myself.. perhaps not to u all but its clear toward me and frens .. i gonna leave sooner or latte so i jus hab to bear with it.. for takin all of it for 6-7 years so tis is nth to me now.. each family hab their own prob .. i noe i am bless cos i hab de features and i am healthy now.. and for takin care of me since i am borned.. ther are much more ppl sufferin out dere so mine is only consider peanut .. i hate to be control and hate to be order around like i am a maid.. i hate tis relationship wherby when u all need me .. den come and find me like de sky gonna drop down.. its always him and dem as priority and me always last jus becos i am a ger.. and i am from his side .. so tats why u all always see me as habin their genes becos when i am born u let his mum nuture me grow up... and whens deres prob between u two.. u forbid me to meet with his m.. and now makin me hab to sneak or anythin and to tell u lies jus to see dem.. i am reli tired and sick of everythin.. reli.. but i jus reli hab be bear with everythin and wait till den.. things jus gonna be better and i noe it (:


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