♥ Saturday, August 28♥

i doesn't know what u are thinkin or perhaps i will neve know. i told you everythin perhaps i did. i have no idea.. when i stumbled upon some news yesterday which i found out myself. all i could say is i was shocked. reli shocked.. and it happen for so long startin at june but whats now. i only knew it at aug. whats my feelin, i guess i am feelin of kinda betrayed and cheated. is that suppose to be what i habe to say. i've no idea anymore. i trusted u and tell u everythin but how do u regard and treated me? i guess startin when i stumbled upon de news and clarify with u i know how it will be like. i just treated it as a joke somehow when askin u tat qns but i noe beneath me, its not a joke. i remember i've also ask u another qns that is link to de news that i've found out but ur reply was no ar.. none of that i noe. checkin the dates i've ask u and the date u started, i know that i'm jus no one to u or perhaps just a nuisance to u or a passerby? i didn't reli trust anyone tat easily and yea i got "cheated" again. i hate this feelin. i am not one to share my feeelin and everythin out that easily. i told u my thoughts and things tat is happenin to me be it sayin it out or jus wantin an advice only so that i will know what i'll habe to do next. the advice u've giben me and told me.. i listen and accepted it and do it. but now, guess that i shall go back to orginal since we wont get to see so often anymore. i doubt u wont even habe the time for me.



u are few of my fren that i trusted most and listenin to de advice giben. u have helped me a lot in the past i thanks u. but de news that i habe stumble upon made me realise that i am jus nth to u..... baby told me that it was on purpose and i guesss as much. when i msg u and u reply me.. ur reply was.. how u noe.. guess thats de end of everythin............................ i guess u are oso shocked that i knew about it. i am alr curious when i first saw somethin but thinkin to myself i was.. hmmmm why like tat ar.... but since u were not online so i forget to ask u about it to.. and it was gradually forgetten by me. and now what happen yesterday and tracing backward.. i even got the actual date of when u startin to keep it a secret from me and everythin. haha.. guess wendy is jus dumb and stupid as what u have always been sayin to me......

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